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Saya tersenyum melihat video ini sambil bermuhasabah diri..

Sesungguhnya manusia yang berilmu sekiranya dia membuat kesalahan, dosanya lebih besar daripada orang yang tiada ilmu..Ramai yang menganggap dirinya sudah berada dalam kebaikan, tetapi ingatlah syaitan tidak pernah lupa untuk menghasut orang yang sebegin.i.

Ramai antara kita membawa dakwah Rasulullah@ islam tetapi kurang paham akan syariatnya..ataupun alpa dan tidak sedari behawa beliau telah melakukan kesilapan..

Persoalan hati ini sukar dimengerti ramai yang hanyut disebabkannya, seorang daie juga tidak terlepas dari isu cinta dan hati ini.

Rasa tertarik untuk berkongsi walaupun kebanyakkan sahabatku sedang menghadapi imtihan..semoga berjaya di dunia dan akhirat..

Dan ingatlah taktik syaitan itu bertingkat2...



Lama rasanya tidak solat subuh d masjid.
rindu........

bgunku setiap hari dgn rasa bersalah yg lama kelamaan menjadi perkara biasa..

Hipokrit kah?

cakap menyesal sebab tak sempat solat subuh d masjid.
malahan tersolat di luar waktu

padahal malam sebelumnya tidur lewat..


tanya diri.. adakah masih ingin terus mencari alasan?
(Welfare Mosque, Sheffield)

Ketika subuh Menegur mu :
manusia, apa khabar mu? aku rindu kamu di rumah Tuhan ketika waktuku tiba.. :(
ku tunggu kamu esok..kalau belum datang, aku tunggu hari berikutnya.. kerana Tuhan Maha Penyayang.. Dia tidak akan pernah bosan menunggu kehadiranmu.. aku juga begitu..

apa jawapan mu kpd subuh?

sama2 renungkan..

SubhanAllah, nasihat yang menyayatkan hati... terima kasih ya akhi: kerana menyedarkan kami kembali :)





Ketika aku melangkahkan kakiku ke University, berkali kali aku menasihati diri ini, mengingatkan diriku kembali, "What am I fighting for?".

Jika aku pergi hanya kerana ingin mendapatkan "Degree". Maka ruginya aku. Kerana dengan Degree, belum tentunya aku dapat peluang pekerjaan.

Jika aku pergi hanya kerana ingin melepak dgn rakanku. Maka ruginya aku. Kerana sifat ini kalau di amalkan selalu, ianya boleh di *category* sbagai membazir waktu. (rakanku ini adalah rakan seperjuanganku, dan adalah juga keluarga besarku disini. InsyaAllah budaya lepak tuh bukan selalu didalam personality kami)

But I have a concrete reason that keeps me going,
keeps recharging my willpower.


Aku tetap pergi, kerana ingin membalas jasa ibubapa ku. Ye, memang kadang-kadang aku rasakan badan ini letih, diri ini penat, perjalananku sebagai seorang student disini agak berbeza dgn undergrade yg lain. Tapi insyaAllah aku redha. Cukuplah dgn senyuman yg ibubapaku berikan, melihat anaknya ini berjaya... cukuplah dgn itu, utk mengubati diriku kembali...

Selagi termampu, akan ku cuba sedaya upaya melaksanakan tugasku, sebagai seorang Abdullah, sebagai seorang pelajar, sebagai seorang anak, sebagai seorang abg long. InsyaAllah.




Assalamua'laikum wbt

Last week had been a gloomy time for me, but one I thoroughly touched as I discovered the meaning of 'giving' to others. I was stunned when hearing the news that Dr. Mas Afzal is going back to Malaysia, and this time it is for *good*. It was sudden news which makes me think that "is his battle over?" Back then, he was diagnosed with Cancer called Hodgkin's Lymphoma.

I instantly opened my e-mail and searched for any further news (breaking news) about him. I found out that, Dr. Mas Afzal was invited by the Sheffield Malaysian Students Association (SMSA) to give his last word to the Malaysian Community, held in Welfare Mosque. At the time, my thought was him is probably having a happy ending. He might have already cured by the High Dose Chemotherapy that he had last week.


My prediction was in fact mistaken. (Dr.Mas Afzal and Me)


After having Isha's prayer at the mosque, my Malaysian friends and I gathered together, waiting impatiently to know about his progression. Surprisingly, the mosque was pack. Not only the Malaysian's were there, but other ethnic were there too.

Dr Mas Afzal's walk gradually in front and begin his speech. He begins by introducing about his illness, till the point where he highlighted "my doctor felt that the cancer is almost non responsive to the chemotherapy and transplant". I was utterly speechless.

However he said, having consulted by his parents and his close relatives, he has therefore decided that it's best that he return home to Malaysia, for good. To seek for a fresh breath of air, a new environment. To seek for that tiny ray of hope, wherever it might be.

A moment later, the sadness that he has been hiding before was finally revealed. His eyes were shortly getting redder and tears gradually running down to his chin. Having a few minutes, he slowly gasps his breath. Deeper and deeper. He explained the reason of why he is crying; it's not because of the illness he is facing, not because he is going back to Malaysia; but it rather for the reason that " its not that easy to appreciate or to experience the love that have been showed by the Muslim brothers/sisters in Sheffield, and to see so many people came to his final talk, in order to give support. That just meant quite a lot for him."

O Allah, I praise to you for giving me the chance to know him. His patience and determination in fighting against his dreadful disease has inspired me to be like him.

O Allah, yet he is smiling and accepting the fate that you have had given to him. With our Doa' ya Allah, please guide him and please return his good health.

Foremost, Health is indeed a bounty from Allah wherein most people are deceived.



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